April 18th, 2003 @ 8:13AM
Friday 18 April
well.. some bad news for all the people who come here to read my journal.. BOTH of you *smirk*
I'm going to be offline for a few days. Moving, and the damn DSL modem isn't in my mailbox yet, so I might (probably) have to wait a few days till I can get em on the phone.
Keep it real ffolks.. ttmmm and remember
if you cant do it right, at least hide the evidence!
April 14th, 2003 @ 9:42AM
and now.. the news
i go for my last procedure tomorrow (tues the 15th)... hope they don't mess it up again.
More news as it develops *smirk*
ttmmm
April 2nd, 2003 @ 8:41PM
For those of you who DON'T know....and for those of you who really care??!!??
I'm just hangin out. Getting married in May.
Disabled Vet. Not bad, just my left arm is screwed up.
I'm getting "procedures" to take away some of the pain, they're actually kinda cool. They stick a needle in my neck that's loaded with a novacaine type stuff, and it numbs the sympathetic nerves in the arm. Go ahead, ask. "Why?".. well.. it increases blood flow to the capillaries, which in turn means they dont constrict under stimulus (ie pain ) so the nerves don't give any pain. It's not all that complicated.
They fucked up the last two tho. It wasn't pretty. I couldn't talk. They hit the phrenic nerve, which happens to also control the diaphragm in the chest/trunk area. SO... I couldn't breathe right, couldn't cough right, couldn't swallow right and couldn't talk much. It always sounded like I was out of breath, but it passed. The worst was the last one, cuz they got the nerve for the left side of my face as well. THAT means that I had a drooping left eye, and it was bloodshot like I just smoked a whole freaking POUND of the best ganja out there! Pupil was tiny too.. ofw.. I'm over it.
Been with Dmusic a month or so, been with Boycott for over a year. Love it here, having some tech problems with getting music, but I like to experiment and fuck shit up, and since it's MY computer.. guess what?? I'll do it. Love the people here, and I'd really like to get more involved.. just can't. Don't really know how. I guess it's just.. I write better than I talk.. and what I write.. well.. it's not always something people like. I'm scared of criticism I guess.
I really admire all these people who can just go out and DO things.. like music. I wish I could play something. I can't carry a tune strapped to my back, but I can name the top ten hits from 1968 as recorded by BillBoard. I can't sing worth a shit, but I can predict a beat and a lyric with the best of em, just from listening. I got skills, just don't know who would wanna use em LOL
Okey..nuff said. I'll probably update this from time to time.. dunno tho. I'd like to kinda let all you people in on my life, if you want.. cool. I'll probably post some stuff i wrote here.. I'd like to get it posted in a forum or as an article tho too.. guess I have to figure out how.
oh yeah.. ttmm means Till Then Make Mine Marvel
I collect comic books, have since about 1985. I can pretty much hold my own in that universe.
be well everyone.. hope you enjoyed my rants. If you did.. cool.. come back some time, we'll have coffee and discuss the positive and negative effects of female hormone therapy as it relates to a zero G environment.
if you didn't like this, hey.. that's cool too.. tell me.. I don't really GIVE a shit, but it's nice to know when someone doesn't like what you've got to say
TTMMM!
